{"product_id":"audacity","title":"Audacity","description":"\u003cp\u003eUnhingedI was in love, but with a womanAnd I never understood how that wasnt human.So I slogged through life, without acceptance,With pinpricks of tears and the feeling of ineptness.I tried to tell her I was in loveBut she dismissed me in reciprocationAnd Called me an abomination.So I walked away with my baggage of insecurities;Anxiety, my friend, decided not to leave me.I felt like I was a deformed creatureSo I tried to reform,I didnt want to be a breacherOf the society, of the family, I was done being the dark horse!What had I even done wrong? I was just in love! Then why did she hateme? Why did they hate me?!I never understood.Confusion, grief, angerTook minutes to turn themselves on me.Self hatred, my friend, also became a part of me.So I walked away as far as I could, withdrawing my emotions.And here I stand unhinged, and maybe a little broken.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"notionpress.com","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45860509843654,"sku":"DADAXB0FFTBXRW1","price":4.32,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0695\/9389\/1014\/files\/61MjnB_cCBL.jpg?v=1779290212","url":"https:\/\/ergodemedia.com\/products\/audacity","provider":"Ergodemedia","version":"1.0","type":"link"}