Main Aur Main (Hindi Edition)

The blossoming of creativity, like a vine, seeks a base, no matter how steep, only to reach the sky, with which to reach heights. I and I is the inner conflict of these wandering bases. This novel by Mridula Garg also highlights the tendency to shield ones inner world from the heat of truth, for confronting the truth breeds guilt and a desire to seek refuge in lies. I and I is the story of the evolving social and moral urges of two of Mridula Gargs most artistic and powerful charactersKaushal Kumar and Madhavi. According to the author, what existed between her and Madhavi? Not between her, but between Madhavi and her husband? Kaushal was like a fly in a cup. They didnt scream upon seeing it, it was their decency. They pushed aside the cup containing the fly and continued drinking tea from their respective cups. It seemed as if they were drinking tea from the same cup, not separately, and Kaushal had squirmed out. He was trying his best to disrupt their proximity by buzzing, but his buzzing was entertaining them, strengthening their bond of closeness. Disgust, disgust, violence, nothing could sustain his existence. On the one hand, Kaushal blamed society for his past and, based on this logic, completely disregarded it, while Madhavi attributed her silence to societys increasingly frightening form. Later, through Kaushals closeness, she accepts that everything is permissible for creativity, even the wanton exploitation of human relationships.